Masaomi here, and ready to feild any questions.
[[Independant rp/ ask blog of Masaomi Dewa]]
M!A: none!
[[Independant rp/ ask blog of Masaomi Dewa]]
M!A: none!
| Beast and Shang | ||
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Anonymous |
Beast: The thing that makes me the most angry:
“When people hurt Chitose my friends.”
Shang: The most difficult thing that I had to do:
“Probably the most difficult thing I ever had to do was… My fight with Fushimi…”
| M!A: Noise and Klutz | ||
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Anonymous |
Noise: Muse will say everything they think, lasts for a day
Klutz: Muse becomes extremely klutzy for 10 hours
Jeez, this ought to be fun…
-POOF-
| Flynn | ||
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Anonymous |
I don’t think that I really have any dreams, to be honest…
“Chitose, you need to stop putting yourself down like this. You tried, Chitose, I know that you did. I’m sorry that this relationship didn’t work out for you, I really am, but you can’t just take all of the blame here. Communication is a two way street. If you two are meant to be together, you’ll come back together.”
“I’d rather not blame him, though. I don’t want to put any blame on him. If it hurts him, I’d rather take all the blame. As much as it hurts, I’ll take it so he doesn’t have to.” Because Bandou had been so good to him. Had given so much happiness to Chitose and yet no matter how much the man gave back, it hadn’t been enough. And so he took all the blame onto himself.
“You’re going to stifle yourself this way. I’m not telling you to blame yourself. I’m telling you that, sadly, This is the way things are. You need to stop placing blame, no matter where you put it. Blaming others, blaming yourself. It doesn’t do you any good. If you need to greave, then by all means please do. Cry, be angry, scream, shout.
But don’t dwell on it. It will rip you apart.” And I can’t bear to see you this way, were his unspoken words.
“Stop saying this things,” he commanded. “If I felt that you didn’t deserve my friendship, you wouldn’t have it. Do you understand me?”
As he went on, he gradually returned the hug, his arms held firm about his friend.
Chitose made a sound somewhere between a laugh and a sob. “You sound like S-.” He didn’t know if he could say the man’s name. Swallowing hard, he tried again. “San-chan.” Biting his lip, he buried his face into Dewa’s shoulder. Even though they were broken up and Bandou was essentially gone, Chitose wanted to see his love more than anything.
“Sorry,” he breathed, hugging Chitose closer, and smoothing a hand over his back.
“It will be alright, yeah? I promise it will.”“I really wish it would be.” He choked out. “But… but he’s gone…. Yes he’s out there, somewhere, but gone is gone all the same. After all we promised. After all I promised. I failed. I failed him. I love him so much but I failed him. I didn’t work hard enough. I wasn’t patient enough. I’m not enough.” His rant was broken off by a choked sob. “I just want him back so much but I failed and there’s nothing I can do. I deserve him even less than I deserve you.”
“Chitose, you need to stop putting yourself down like this. You tried, Chitose, I know that you did. I’m sorry that this relationship didn’t work out for you, I really am, but you can’t just take all of the blame here. Communication is a two way street. If you two are meant to be together, you’ll come back together.”
“Stop saying this things,” he commanded. “If I felt that you didn’t deserve my friendship, you wouldn’t have it. Do you understand me?”
As he went on, he gradually returned the hug, his arms held firm about his friend.
Chitose made a sound somewhere between a laugh and a sob. “You sound like S-.” He didn’t know if he could say the man’s name. Swallowing hard, he tried again. “San-chan.” Biting his lip, he buried his face into Dewa’s shoulder. Even though they were broken up and Bandou was essentially gone, Chitose wanted to see his love more than anything.
“Sorry,” he breathed, hugging Chitose closer, and smoothing a hand over his back.
“It will be alright, yeah? I promise it will.”